Wednesday, March 01, 2006
This is based on something true...John was confused and lost. He wanted to explode. He was trapped in a phantasmagoria, and he did not know which direction to go. All roads lead to Rome, whichever direction he goes, it's always a pitfall. He thought that he was a living dead, someone who had lost all emotions. He wanted to yell, but nothing came out. He was sweating all over, his mind is a blank sheet of paper. He was staring into space, and he tried so hard to think of his next step. but the more he tried the more painful his head got. His fingers felt cold. Picking up his handphone, he tried frantically to call someone, but whoever answered had hung up. Then, on the second try, the familiar message sounded in his ear."The person that you are trying to reach is not in use. Please try again later." He knew that even if he tried again, it was no use. He had been deliberately isolated from all communications. He had been blocked by the person that is the most important to him. He had taken it for granted. Then when something happened, he flared up.So now he is here, confused and lost, as he realised that what had left was something so very important. He now lacks love and attention, which is what most humans have. Looking up at the pitch darkness, he felt like dying, felt depression overcoming him. He tried to be strong, he tried to understand, but to no avail. He wanted to let go, but simply couldn't. He just loved her too much. A typical story.Suddenly, when he was nearly engulfed by depression and hopelessness, a faint flicker of light appeared. It grew brighter and brighter. He couldn't smile. He crawled towards the light, a sense of hope growing. He saw the person's shadow... The person was smiling, he did too...Is he too innocent about life?I don't know...
written on @ 3/01/2006 07:05:00 pm
